Double Trouble

Huurrmmm.. I don't what happening to me. I'm feeling like I'm dying inside me you know. I love my fiance soo much you know. But now I... Hmmm.. I'm not saying that I love another girl but I kinda pity of her. She is my best friend actually.. But I don't know why I keep remembering her smile, her face, her voice and everything. At the same time I still miss my fiance. I don't know what I feel is right or wrong. I just hope that my love for my fiance still the same and our relationship will last forever.